Brink

Quiz Results because I'm bored

2004-01-13T20:44:21Z

Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)

**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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You, my friend are a true individual. You most
likely hate trends and are creative. By seeing
things differently, people either admire you or
think you are a bit strange. I'm guessing you
are a lot like me. Perhaps a Good Charlotte
hater? I hope so. An inspiration to us all,
continue being you! (If you like GC, I'm sorry,
I am just expressing an opinion)

A Deeper Look Inside Yourself (with pics)
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Rain: You are the sound of rain. You have two
important sides. There is your strong, powerful
side and your calm, gentle side. Both are very
important. Rain also reflects a bit of darkness
in your personality. It isn't bad, just shows
that along with the good, you also can see bad,
which can come in handy. (please rate my quiz)

What Sound Are You?(now w/ pics)
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Hrm

2004-01-12T23:44:30Z

So I've been thinking and I realized that exercise really does tend to make you (or at least me) a happier person. I was always told to exercise when I was feeling depressed but I never really took it seriously because I'm a generally active person but I also still have a rather depressive personality.

In dance though, it's different. I enjoy dance, I'm always happy to be there and I'm happier coming out of class. It's a great energy and mood lifter. I think it's the almost every day thing. When I exercise three times a week I don't have that energy lift. Now that it's four times a week I'm happier. Also, this is a longer span of time. I'm already used to twenty minute work outs three times a week. Bah. Have to go now. Young Marines.

Dude

2004-01-11T05:14:22Z

I'm not sure who makes me more uncomfortable, my Nino Ricky's wife, his older daughters, or my cousin Josh's wife Lily.

Ricky's wife doesn't talk. I mean, she's worse than I am. I was there watching Bubba, Darlene, and Dana for about two hours and the entire time she didn't say a word to me. I thought I was antisocial but this lady is like a misanthrope. You'd think that because her own kid was out there (Dana, Darlene and Bubba are my cousin Josh's kids) she'd pay some sort of attention. Nope, she barely even looked at me while I was out there.

Then there are the older daughters. I'm not sure if they realize that I'm older than they are by about 4-6 years. I mean, one of them (it's hard to tell them apart) asked me if I could hold her bag of chips after she had thrust them into my hand. Now, I'm sometimes a stickler for rudeness but I think most people would be annoyed by that. Especially since I've only seen the kid maybe five times in my entire life. It's possbile that she just saw me as a peer and that's how she treats her friends but I certainly hope that's not the case. I'd get rather annoyed if one of my friends just shoved something into my hands. Granted, I doubt any of them would so it's not really a problem.

Lily is just plain rude. The woman is about the bitchiest I have ever met aside from Carina. She's one of those ladies who you can tell hates the family she married into. I'm not even sure why she did marry Josh. I always feel bad for him because he gets yelled at by everyone except for Aunt Ruby. It's not really his fault, he's a little on the slow side. That's not his fault either, my uncle Joe and aunt Ruby didn't really do what they should have when he was little. More Uncle Joe than Aunt Ruby but they have their other problems that I can't even begin to understand.

Christ. The sad part is that it's not even just these people that make me feel weird. It's my entire family almost but these are the three worst. I'm relatively comfortable around my cousin Manuel but he gets on my damned nerves. Sometimes I'm OK with Vannessa. She's actually my favorite but we don't know each other that well. I'm like the little cousin she hangs out with sometimes. Samantha is irritating even though she's closer to my age. She's one of those girly, popular girls and she's a bit spoiled. I like my Uncle David even if I don't know him or his family that well. He's just a cool guy. Like my Aunt Ruby and Aunt Stella. They're all laid back and really nice. Actually, those are the only people in my family I'm semi-comfortable around. Ruby, Stella, Vannessa, and David. Man. This is probably why I like my friends more than my family.

Quizzy thing to occupy my brain

2004-01-08T16:57:16Z

1) using band names, spell out your name:
B*Witched
Radiohead
A*Teens
Nirvana
Deftones
Iron Maiden
Enigma

Lifehouse
Youngstown
Nine Inch Nails

Hanson
Evanescence
Rascal Flatts
Ramones
Everclear
Reel Big Fish
Aqua

2) have you ever had a song written about you?: Not that I know of
3) what song makes you cry?: None
4) what song makes you happy?: Depends on what kind of mood I'm in
5) what do you like to listen to before bed?: Depends

a p p e a r a n c e
height: 5'1"
hair color: Brownish
skin color: I dunno. Paleish
eye color: Brownish/Blackish/Hazelish
piercings: None
tattoos: Nope

r i g h t n o w
what color pants are you wearing?: Black sweats
what song are you listening to?: Nada
what taste is in your mouth?: Toothpaste
what's the weather like?: Coldish and overcast
how are you?: sleepy. little sore. looking forward to dance class
get motion sickness?: nah.
have a bad habit?: probably
like to drive?: yeah. most of the time

f a v o r i t e s
tv show: Joan of Arcadia (check _8675309_)
conditioner: What ever is in the bathroom
book: Memoirs of a Geisha
non alcoholic drink: Green Tea Moch'a Slush
alcoholic drink: strawberry margarita. redbull optional
thing to do on the weekend: sleep. sleep is good. having some sort of social life might be fun too though

h a v e y o u
broken the law: a few times
ran away from home: Once but my mom knew where I was so it doesn't really count. I suppose getting kicked out of the house would probably be a better example.
snuck out of the house: depends on your definition of sneak. most of the time my parents know i'm breaking a rule and just don't give a fuck. pretty cool actually. if i'm really sneaking out it's usually out of a friend's house
ever gone skinny dipping: Nah. too inhibited
made a prank phone call: many times. [goes to dial 411]
ever tipped over a porta potty: dude, i have to try that
used your parents' credit card before: parents don't believe in credit cards
skipped school before: Who me? Noooo...
been in a school play: Nah

l o v e
boyfirend. girlfriend: nah. too much trouble right now
sexuality: non-gay
children: dude, i'm 18. hell no.
current crush: let's just ignore that please
been in love: pfft, no
had a hard time getting over someone: go read my last entry and find out
been hurt: Not really actually
your greatest regret: Regrets are retarded
gone out with someone you only knew for three days: Nah

r a n d o m
do you have a job: It's called school
your cd player has in it right now: Ummm...Backstreet Boys I think
if you were a crayon what color would you be?: One of those new colours crayola is always coming out with
what makes you happy: good music. jazz. sleep.
who makes you happiest: depends on how depressed i was before
what's the next cd you're gonna get?: i dunno. hanson. brian mccomas. OH! BJORK!

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
time you cried: Ummm...this morning if those tears that come when you first wake up and look straight at the ceiling light by accident count
you got a real letter?: Ummmm...no freaking clue
you got e-mail: That depends on if you mean real e-mail or lj comment alert e-mail
thing you purchased: headbands for dance
tv program you watched: i have no idea
movie you saw in the theater: too long ago to remember. i think the santa clause 2

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
abortion: don't kill the baby when you can let someone adopt it.
teenage smoking: why the hell would you do that?
spice girls: GIRL POWER! doh. knee jerk reaction. they were ok when i had no taste in music
dreams: wish i could remember a few of them...

No more Stebe

2004-01-08T06:18:44Z

Esteban is engaged. I feel like everything just fell apart. He's engaged. He's going to be married. To Temi. I hate Temi. Damnit.

This is one of those times when I really want to be numb. I just want to go on and be apathetic. I can't seem to focus on anything else.

I have a speech due tomorrow that I haven't even started on. I'm just going to drop the class. I get the feeling that I'm slipping into a depression again and there's no way I'm going to be able to focus enough for a writing course. Dance is going to be the one thing that keeps me going.

God. He's engaged. I didn't even realize it until now but I still like him. I always did. It's just really easy to ignore when I don't see or hear from him. Now everything has exploded and I feel like shit. I didn't think depression could hit this phase. And I've been pretty depressed.

I need to just go to sleep. Then I can wake up and hopefully I'll be a bit more numb. If I can get through the first two hours I'll be ok. After that I have dance and that's enough to bring my mood up to at least a normal level. I hope.

Survery Thingamajigy

2004-01-03T19:36:33Z

-----------------INFORMATION------------
-- Name: brandieherrera
-- Birthdate: September 6, 1985
-- Birthplace: Los Angeles, California
-- Current: Los Angeles, California
-- Eye Color: Brownish/Hazelish/Blackish
-- Hair Color: Brown/Black
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Virgo
-- Innie or Outtie: Innie

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------

-- Your heritage: Latina
-- The shoes you wore today: Haven't worn shoes yet
-- Your eyes: Strange and nearsighted
-- Your weakness: No idea
-- Your fears: Don't think I have one
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: Sanity might be nice
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: hahaha
-- Your thoughts first waking up: wtf...i just fell asleep
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes
-- Your best physical feature: I dunno...
-- Your bedtime: When I feel like it
-- Your greatest accomplishment: Ummm...I dunno...
-- Your most missed memory: Castro
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: I can't drink soda
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King has better burgers but McDonald's has better service and fries
-- Single or group dates: Dating is overrated
-- Adidas or Nike: Saucony
-- Chocolate or vanilla: French Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Espresso
-- Bras or Panties: Um...both are kinda necessary

-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Smoke: Nope
-- Cuss: Gee, ya think?
-- Take a shower everyday: Depends on what I did that day
-- Have a crush(es): Only the superficial celebrity kind
-- Who are they: Prince William, Andrea Casiraghi, that guy from Alley Cats Strike
-- Do you think you've been in love?: Nah
-- Want to go to college: It's about my only option
-- Like high school: I hated high school
-- Want to get married: Sure, why not
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: Ja
-- Believe in yourself: I guess
-- Get motion sickness: Not usually
-- Think you're attractive: I don't know
-- Think you're a health freak: At times
-- Get along with your parents: Sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: THUNDERSTORMS ROCK
-- Play an instrument: Sorta
------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--------------
-- Drank alcohol: Nope. Damn. I could use a Margarita too
-- Smoke(d): No
-- Done a drug: Only prescription
-- Have Sex: No
-- Made Out: No
-- Go to the mall: Went yesterday
-- Eaten sushi: Awww...no. Me loves sushi...
-- Been on stage: No
-- Gone skating: Skates are at my mom's. Damnit.
-- Made homemade cookies: Since when can I bake?
-- Been in love: No
-- Dyed your hair: Actually, no. That's odd...
-- Stolen anything: Why would I want to?

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: Many times
-- Missed school because it was raining?: Hahaha, many times again
-- Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yeah. Doesn't seem to work the way it's supposed to
-- Cried during a Movie?: No
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: Hahaha, in an animated character sort of way
-- Had an imaginary friend: Dude, I still have imaginary friends
-- Been on stage?: Yeah
-- Cut your hair: No shit sherlock
-- Had crush on a teacher?: All of my attractive teachers were gay or retarded
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Hahahaha. Speech and Debate, 10th grade, Varsity Competition, Esteban.
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Once
-- Been caught "doing something": Not yet
-- Been called a tease: Nope
-- Gotten beaten up ?: Nope
-- Been in a fight: Yep
-- Shoplifted: Nah

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- Age you hope to be married: I dunno. 30? 35?
-- Numbers and Names of Children: I dunno. I'll just list names. Tobias, Itania, Dustin
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: Meh
-- How do you want to die?: Quickly and painlessly
-- What do you want to be when you grow up?: I dunno
-- What country would you most like to visit?: IRELAND!

-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
-- Best eye/hair color: Green
-- Short or long hair: Longish
-- Best height: Under 6' is nice seeing as I'm hella short
-- Best weight: Proportional to height
-- Best first date location: Whatever
-- Best first kiss location: I like bleak_'s answer: Behind corporate buildings at night where there's no lights and no one around. :)

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- Number of girl/boyfriends you've had: Not many. Ummm...two. Unless you count those kiddie "relationships" you have in like the 2nd grade where you "marry" someone.
-- Number of kisses you've given: Who the hell would keep count?
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 2
-- Number of CDs that I own: Ummmm...more than will fit in my holder
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: Many
-- Number of scars on my body: Too lazy to count
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Regrets are pointless
----------------FAVORITES------------------
-- Shampoo: Whatever is in the shower
-- Fav Color: Purple
-- Day/Night: Night
-- Summer/Winter: Summer
-- Lace or Satin: Satin
-- Fave Cartoon Character: RAPHAEL
-- Fave Food: Food makes me ill under most circumstances
-- Fave Movies: My Life As A Dog
-- Fave sport: Web Surfing
-- Fave sports stars: The cute ones...?

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

-- Wearing: Black dickies, a grey and black stripped polo shirt, and a black turtleneck.
-- Drinking: Nada
-- Thinking about: How I need a haircut
-- Listening to: Jimmy Neutron

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

-- Cried: Nope
-- Worn jeans: No. Which is weird
-- Met someone new online: Nope
-- Done laundry: No
-- Drove a car: I wish
-- Talked on the phone: Yeah

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
-- Yourself: I suppose. Although reality is hard to decipher
-- Your friends: Sure
-- Santa Claus: No
-- Tooth Fairy: Oh please
-- Destiny/Fate: Somewhat. But it conflicts with my other theories
-- Angels: No, that would require a belief in a higher power
-- Ghosts: Depends on what you mean by ghosts
-- UFO's: There's a damned good possibility
-- God: No

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name?: Sometimes
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: No. Probably a good thing
-- Do you like anyone?: Meh. Not really
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: I've got no freaking idea. Anita probably
-- Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Billy
-- Are you close to any family member?: Brittney somewhat. More than the rest of them anyway
-- Who do you hang around the most?: Casey. Which is weird 'cause I've known him the shortest
-- When have you cried the most: 10th grade
-- What's the best feeling in the world?: Intense orgasm?
-- Worst Feeling?: Defeat
-- What time is it now?: 11:37 AM

Awake

2004-01-03T09:59:01Z

It's 2am and I'm still awake. Brittney is leaving in the morning. I have to get up in about 4 hours for Young Marines. Why the hell am I not asleep?

Visser!

2003-12-31T21:39:07Z

Billy got me Visser for Christmas! Yay! Visser! It's finally mine!

I am the biggest dork in the universe for being so happy about a children's book series that isn't even popular anymore but I don't care! Visser!

Dullness

2003-12-31T08:34:54Z

I have no idea what I'm writing about. I just happen to be increadibly bored. There isn't anything to do.

Dustin is this huge jackass at times. What the hell am I writing about Dustin for? He was never a jackass, actually he was about the coolest character on earth. Yet I just said he can be a jackass. Sometimes I don't understand myself.

I'm not stopping to think while I type this. I'm just typing whatever comes to my head. It's a bit weird. I just need something to do.

Donovan seems like he'll be awesome. Another character. He just seems like one of those cool people. Leather jacket wearing type. Not a bike rider though. Has a black mustang. 67 of course. Like I know anything about cars. Whatever. Donovan has a black mustang. He lives in LA like all the rest of my characters. Just because it's easier for me to visualize. I might make up a city just for the hell of it but it'll be based on LA.

I'm bored now. Might go to bed. We'll see.

Velcome

2003-12-30T00:22:23Z

Darn student exchange is going to make me go through a year of college before I can go to Ireland. It's so not fair. I'm just going to work on going to an Irish boarding school instead.

Or I can go to France for a semester, Spain for summer and then Ireland for the 2004-2005 school year. We'll see.